it hurts so much

      crying wouldn't help. Nothing would compare to what you did today. I would never ever ever forgive u.
     

when kids fight

my brother, at that time 11 years old, bought some new fishes home to add into our aquarium in the living room.
I, at that time 8 years old, got very excited and followed him closely to watch the new fishes swim. Then he scattered some fish food and we watched them eat. But, the fishes didn't eat all of it and my brother said to leave them alone for if we watch, they wont eat. I didn't find that logic, so i snapped and said i want to watch them children-version fuck you. Then my brother shouted these are my fishes, i won't let u watch. And i shouted back OK! i'll sit here on the floor. And he said OK! i'll sit here and make sure u sit on the floor. He sat behind me and i kept on watching. He gave up in about 30 minutes, and my ego lasted me 2 hours. My bum  felt square when i got up.

1960s

was introduced to this online photo editing website. picnik. damn cool. love it.

anger management

i was so angry with polyclinic cycle homework that i started folding clothes instead.
as i fold i feel the heat building up in my heart and in my head
then i put my clothes in the cupboard and then my boyfriend's shorts into the dirty clothes basket
my mind still screaming "arghhhhh!!!!" i noticed his underwear was hiding in the shorts, so i held them shorts over the basket and shook shook shook till the underwear drops down. Then i couldn't stop laughing.

Oh man what a life. if u've never shook underwear out of shorts before, u wouldn't really know.

9th of May 2011

biggest celebration day for Volgograd

war veterans and families come out to play

our last " praznik " ever here in russia

and it rained, not soaking wet but just enough that everything got cancelled.

more hypes in facebook

than in lookbook. pffft! i am no good.

thinking about repeating pieces

                                                    and making new looks of what i'm wearing
                                                                            nowadays


i've been wanting to study, and do it as seriously as my SPM school exam, which i took as the key to my future. Now, approaching yet another major 6-years-all-in-one-paper challenge, i really have the drive to sit and read. But, i was distracted with sports and performances, and after tomorrow, i''' have all the time read and nothing else to do and i've found another craze to distract me just in case. :)