beautiful girl

practically shop lifting

I had such a good time just now! I've returned home with an empty wallet, 2 bags of under-priced and super fashionable, old but brand new great pieces and a huge smile on my face. 

For myself, i think i shop best with just old jeans and a large sweater on. I'm over the moon now. Bye! 

oh how we grew up and older

                                                             
                                                      tea house - cameron highlands 2004

 -all do serious face.
 -i say serious face

-stop laughing Yen! wack u~~~

-serious face.

-OK, now can smile, hey hey~

god's playing me

remember my 20.000 story.
well, today i was again handed more money than supposed by the tour agency again and i had to correct them again. wtf right.
at least i took my rightful amount and will never step into that office again. nasty thoughts no more.

What Men Live By

I am thinking about this collection of short stories and i remember that i didn't know what is a ruble and kopeek. i was 12 whn i read for the first time " What Men Live By " by Leo Tolstoi (funny name i had thought) and it got me glued and totally absorbed for 8 pages and even though i didn't recognize some of the bombastic words for a 12 year old, i remember could feel every emotion and godly lesson Leo taught. Even though the enlightenment wasn't very vivid as i was still a child and didn't know much about life and people I would feel this sense of being human living in a world where all happiness are expressed and all poverty n sadness stay well-hidden. I would finish reading the rest of the other short-stories in that book and i would close the book and lay on my bed still pondering on what men live by, thinking deep searching for the hidden meaning of those heavy sentences. i must have read it another 3/4 times throughout my teenage years and it gets more meaningful each time. whenever i catch the sight of this book, my heart melts a little.

See how life can be. Maybe it was destiny as i am now in the land of rubles n kopeeks and my heart skipped a beat as i realize how fate turned out for me. This is a gift from god.

gleefully dumb.

who wouldn't love a dose of her?

i am no butterfly

Butterflies, hop flower to flower, give them attention and time, take sweetness  in exchange, doesn't leave a print,
but i am no butterfly, i fail in this social game.